你我的矛盾

IT圈老男孩1

当我们去追太阳，永远也追不上，而我们朝着月亮的方向去追太阳，也许就与太阳不期而遇了，因为地球是圆的。矛盾是对立与统一。就像是大脑的真正的休息，并不是说什么都不做，而是专注的去做一件事情，再做一件事情。

在对立的思维中待地太久，体验了各种分裂的伤害，终将会走向团结协作的统一。孤独不在一个人，而在人群中，我们在合一的思想中离开某些人，恰恰是为了有一天与他们再度重新结合。

我感觉自己就像是在人类的世界里玩着一场超越人类认知的疯狂的游戏，一场跟随内心行动的游戏，只是演员不可能完全离开了角色的悲伤。成为大师级的玩家就是摆脱头脑的思维，跟随自己的内在，相信自己在每一刻都被照顾的很好。

又一次疲惫的想离开，又一次的臣服于了内心的指引。第一次想离开的时候，我学会了爱自己，第二次想离开的时候，我学会了爱他人。当我在现实中已经感觉到疲惫的时候，我的心却告诉我，你要乐观，这还不是最后的结果。

The contradiction of us

We could not reach the sun when we chase the sun toward it. On the contrary, we maybe can meet the sun when we chase the moon because of the round earth. The contradiction is unity of opposites, just like doing nothing is not real rest for your brain, but putting your attention on one thing, then on another.

It will be into unity and cooperation after various of separations in thinking of opposites. Loneliness is not in one person, but in a crowd. We leave some people in the unity thought just to reunite with them in the future.

I felt that I am playing a crazy game in the human world which is higher than people's cognition, it is a game fully followed inner heart, but also can't avoid a little wound for an actor who has to taste the sorrows of his role. The master player is a person who can get rid of thinking of mind, only follow inner heart and who can be taken care of very well every moment in his belief.

I was subjected to inner heart when I felt very tired and wanted to leave. At the first time when I was preparing to leave, I learned how to love myself. At the second time, I learned how to love others. When I felt very tired in my life, my heart told me that I have to be positive during the wait.